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what's this? oh, yes- i'm still alive.
i doubt i'll be posting much, besides a tidbit here and there. i'm primarily interested in keeping up in certain communities, but i'll be checking my friends list!
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[21 Sep 2005|02:30pm] |
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You've got to be kidding me. Tomorrow isn't Friday? How did I even convince myself within the last hour that it was Thursday? Damn caffeine wearing off.
I'm going to go crazy(ier).
If I don't have a doctor's appt. tomorrow then I'm making a trip to CHS in hopes to save sanity before returning to GD's open house.
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[11 Sep 2005|01:03pm] |
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Dirty Little Secret-The All-American Rejects |
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Wow, I just played for a solid 2 hours and it felt amazing. Rubato and I have been reunited once again. Lovers for life.
Eileen called and we talked lots about this silly thing we call Senior Project. She has so much to offer, I can't even believe it. Now if I can just write my proposal today and get that out of the way, this will be golden.
Dinner with the Chinese side, back home for 10 pages of Hamlet and hanging out for the evening. Maybe Sunday is doomed to be homework day.
Everything is working out.
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[03 Sep 2005|12:46pm] |
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After waking up from a nap, I went out with Kristen last night. To Smokey Bones where I found a delicious salad and a bag of donuts (bagels?), Olympia Sports, Dunks & Kimballs. After all of which, Kristen said she never wanted to smell food again.. but then we passed a pizza place and came home to smell my dad's quesadillas. It was madness though, the gas crisis and all. Hello carpooling, hello senior year with potential bus ride-age. Oi, this is not 1974.
When we got here we watched Comedy Central until we passed out. Stand up night is a good time. I managed to sleep till 9ish which makes me ecstatic. Then it was chocolate chip pancake time where I butchered many of them in the flipping process.. So she took over. Then it was more Date My Mom and getting all jazzed up about college.
Hello, last weekend of summer.
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[28 Aug 2005|01:48pm] |
This past year has been a thorny one and I've learned my lesson.
It's time to make some changes around here.
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[31 Dec 2004|06:47pm] |
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Let Me Sleep On It-Meatloaf |
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New Year Resolutions
+stay healthy
+don't forget how to love
+go to more concerts
++++keep friends
++make new friends
++++practice more
+++All-State rec.
+do more outside music
+++get better grades, or at least don't do worse
+become more Spanish obsessed
+take more pictures
++remember
++push yourself
Let's go 2005, I'm ready!
Okay, I will be after some coffee and a night of sleep.
That isn't too contradictory ^_^
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[31 Dec 2004|04:00pm] |
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Konstantine-SoCo |
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Wow, that was one hell of a time last night.
So it was Meghan, Jess, Mel and me starting at 7:10ish pm.
By 8:15 we had broken into cookies, brownies, chocolate candies, and TUBS of cookie dough. It's amazing how girlie we can be. Once we realized what we were doing we pulled our fat asses off the chairs and alternated DDRing. I love how Mel is pretty much me and vice versa.. even at DDR! I love how Meghan is somehow amazing at it, when she should be by all means be distracted by the flashing arrows. At 11 or so it turned into FIIIIOOOSSS, so we did that. Afterwards I think there was some Ten Fingers and Carnium Conga. Ooh ooh, and Taboo, where once again me and Mel need to get out of each others' heads!! So this chaos ended at oh say 5 am, when we finally crashed. There were frozen cookies, mozzerella sticks, french fries, DDR and dancing to band music though. And you can't forget Meghan at 4 am playing the clarinet.
Let's do that again, okay? READY SET GO!
I was woken up BY my dad. I was actually half asleep, but then I heard him. Oops.
So there was a hectic Chinese food Chinese gathering today. Lots of greasy food and Sean finding sick amusement in tickling me. I've never had a bigger headache due to my parents being fickle, well and my mom just being so damn tedious. I swear the waiters were going to tamper with the tofu or god knows what else..
And so here I am. 4:06 pm with a party starting at 7:30. Most guys have backed out, so I'm making an executive decision and inviting my kids up.
Oh. And I need to make some resolutions!!
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[30 Dec 2004|06:12pm] |
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I just screamed and cried, and almost jumped the UPS guy in the process.
My Rubato has returned. Sixteen days too long. Sixteen days, never again.
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[30 Dec 2004|11:44am] |
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Humoresque in Gb Major, Op. 101, No. 7-Dvorak |
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(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:
(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.
(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.
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[28 Dec 2004|11:26pm] |
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Life is suddenly so far from alright, I can't even believe it.
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[27 Dec 2004|09:29pm] |
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Push-Sarah McLachlan |
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Mmm, I like lazy, lazy Mondays.
Elizabeth ended up shopping abouts with me. So we went to AE where the entire town of Groton seemed to be and some other random stores. We collectively acquired a pair of jeans, a belt, earring backings and a skirt. We also both got waffle fries and Strawberry Sensations.
When we got home we watched Hanson and gawked at how much they've changed. Kristen ended up stopping by for like 3ish hours, so we hung out downstairs, in my room and in the kitchen. She's real good at finding peanuts, Elizabeth rocks at finding which are raisins, and I'm just so-so. Well I'm more than so-so, I'm a freaking tan marching band zombie according to the pictures.
And so alas, I am alone again left only to my own devices. I think I should not eat any more tonight, I'm so bloated. Or maybe that's the last 33 ounces of water in my stomach/bladder region. Who knows.
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[26 Dec 2004|11:13pm] |
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Who's To Say-Vanessa Carlton |
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Stand up straight
Do your trick, turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright when you're around
They tell us slow down
We're too young, you need to grow
Well speed's the key,
And they don't know who we are
Who's to say we're not good enough
Who's to say that this is not our love
Mother, don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
cause they'd bleed before you
Sometimes family are the ones you choose
It's too late now, I hold on to this life I've found
Who's to say we won't burn it out
Who's to say we won't sink in doubt
Who's to say we won't fade to grey
Who are they anyway, they don't know
And you say we're too young
But maybe you're too old to remember..
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I've been takin' what you're giving
Now I'm thinkin' I've been livin'
the fantasy of your sweet smile
Sad as blue and blue as only
you could cast the color on me
Can you see my fire red?
C'est la vie, C'est la vie here in my lonely
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[25 Dec 2004|10:10pm] |
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San Francisco-Vanessa Carlton |
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So I'm digging through last year's entries at this time, and I found my new year's resolutions.
Resolutions (for the year 2004)
++Keep the friends you have
+Make new friends
++keep up with the flute
++All State Rec.
+learn new instrument(s)
+stop drinking soda!!
++eat healthy. healthier.
+keep up the good grades
+find love found it!
+always push yourself
Stop hating yourself.
Wow. That was successful!
What can I do this time?
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[25 Dec 2004|08:52pm] |
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In the Devil's Territory-Sufjan Stevens |
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Happy Holidays folks, I celebrated mine in our strange tradition.
Classic Christmas morning, where we're not allowed downstairs because one of the children aren't ready. So with the little child syndrome I kicked and screamed on the landing until we were let down, where I recieved amazing gifts. Sean gave some wonderful gifts this year, actual gifts.
Breakfast was had, Spanish homework was done and off to the movies. My family enjoyed the movie The Incredibles far too much, but that's the beauty of life. We came home, watched A Christmas Story and had Chinese stir-fried rice.
I'm beginning to like this band, after merely fifteen minutes. I'm just tossing the direct relgious references aside.
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[23 Dec 2004|10:55pm] |
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Never Forget My Memories-Matt Nathanson |
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Oh thank god. An entire week without seeing Woods' face.
Today wasn't too shabby, classes in general were fabulous, no thanks to my upset stomach though. PJs definitely complemented the mood. Elizabeth's was also tons of fun, as was Lyssa's. I love how it's lots of shrieking girls and our antics, then Joel!
And it's Christmas Eve's Eve, the start of winter vacation.
Why can't I just leave things well enough alone?
Rubato, I need you to come home already.
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[22 Dec 2004|05:57pm] |
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Rubato, won't you come on home already?
I miss you so much, I hope you're not lost somewhere.
I can't take much longer.
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[21 Dec 2004|10:13pm] |
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Relax-Joss Stone |
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Taken from Lena!
( The Threes )
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[21 Dec 2004|05:48pm] |
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I will never understand how I can be flipped on and off like a switch, and how it's something that holds control over me. I can't shake this.
I'm just pitiful these days.
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[20 Dec 2004|09:01pm] |
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Breakin'-The Music |
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This no homework thing? I could so get used to it.
Having sopping wet jeans and freezing toes? Ehh, not so much. It was worth it!
(Kenny works at Toys 'R Us!)
I wish I hadn't eaten the last brownie alone.
I could really use it with some of that peppermint stick icecream.
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